jeanius goodfuck
nearly sixteen under construction. you know how it goes.
Some people take responsibility for the things they say and the opinions they speak out.
I am not one of those people, so let me get a few things straight. Take whatever I say into whatever
context you like. It may be the right one and it may be the wrong one. I will not take responsibility
for your thoughts on my thoughts; that's your own to decide. Just know that I never tell the honest
truth. Maybe half of it, but not all of it. Thankyou for your time. The x button is in the top,
right-hand corner, btw. Cheers, jean.
Straight up? Okay, give me a second or two But the story is still the same. Give me a goddamn break So I can sort out this mess. Fucking angry, angry, angry. Throw the china doll across the room. Hurl an obscenity or two. Or five. You shot me with lightning instead of luck. Sea of fire, rivers that burn. You got me right where it hurts. Throw me into vertigo.
9:59 PM
Thursday, January 8, 2009
Remember how we talked all night about the things that didn't matter? Even the stars couldn't give a shit about words that were worth nothing. Between you and I, we vomited out gold. Silver. Goddamn oil. That's just what we were. Two people who could talk about nothing and make it something. And then when there was something, it was more than anything anyone could ever uphold. Sometimes it can take people years to get to where we are. It only took us a moment. I like that word. Us. It fits nicely around my tongue and even better on my mind. I may use it more often.
9:46 PM
Monday, January 5, 2009
When I don't know what to do to cheer up, Sunshine comes along and brightens up my day (excuse the pun). I don't know what I'd do without her. She is my Justin and she will always be the only one that I'd fuck more than once.
9:44 PM
Saturday, January 3, 2009
My new years resolutions aren't really starting off with a good start. Although, I am swearing less so that's good. However, I continue to not drink enough water. It's because I'm too lazy to fill up my water bottle. Oh, my life. How hard it is.
I guess tomorrow I'm going down to Willie beach and I'll get to see all the people I haven't seen in ages. What can I say? I'm a sucker for good times.
It's flattering when people actually listen to what you have to say. It's annoying when they take the words out of your mouth and claim it as their own. Get your own damn material. Your two cents contribution is far too cheap. There are words and then there arewords. It's your fault that some of it means less than what you're worth.
10:43 PM
Thursday, January 1, 2009
no apologies. no regrets.
The Things Jean Will Do In 2009, But Will Make No Guarantee That She Will Actually Go Through With Most Of Them Because This Is Mainly Just A Spontaneous Entry And By No Means Does She Intend On Completing All of These, But She Will Try To As To Not Seem As If She Does Not Keep Her Word, And She Is, Indeed, A Failure, And On A Completely Related Sidenote, She Will Not Do These In Order:
ride a bike, care for someone other than myself, be happy with the way i am, find out what the best movie ever made was, have an opinion, follow a path, move on, enjoy the summer, say i love you and mean it, learn to fold a paper crane, appreciate life, get into a fight, write something worth reading, cut down on the cussing, get off... the internet, love my family, break a bone, mend a heart, go to shows, stop crying, get hurt, hurt someone, focus, build a robot, find an adam brody, get famous for something, save money, get a job, keep my room clean for more than a day, be annoying, bitch less, find a heart, stay in love with music, give a shit, enjoy the now. have a little faith. believe in something unbelievable.
P.S: This post is stickied to the top, so I'll be reminded of it every single day. Changes will be made infrequently. Hooray. <3jean
