Sunday, December 28, 2008
I know I'm abusing this so much, but I guess I have too much on my brain right now.
Idontknowwhyidothistomyselfwheniknowimgoingtoregretitiwishihadthegutstosaysomething
butidontbecauseimscaredofeverythingthatwillhappenandimdoingsomuchrightnowtoforget
everythingthathasanythingtodowithyoubutyourethewordsinmyheadandonthetipofmytongue
youreoxygenallaroundmeandicantseeyoubutiknowyoureouttherewhichistheproblemsometimesi
wishyou
werentoutthereandatthesametimeimsohappythatyouareiguesstheworstthing
aboutthisisthatidontlikeyouijustlikethethoughtoflikingyoutheideaofyouandmaybethatshow
iamandijustlikethethoughtofsomeoneratherthanthembutifonlyyouknewhowmuchthethoughtsof
youarerunningtogetherandicantuntanglethemfromeverythingelsebecause
itsjustallyou
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